Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Summer 2010

Wow! Well let me just tell you, since I just started this let me catch you up on my summer.
Move down to a state where I don't know anyone to help the one person I do know with her kids, only to have her dislike some of the things i do or don't do but never tell me. Then, when her mother in law treats me like crap, I stand up for myself....only to find out that apparently that creates too much drama, so she kicks me out. 1000 miles from home and no where to go and she kicks me out...and only have I am begging for her help to get home, does she help me change my airline ticket.

GAHHH!!! Let me tell you, it has been a hard summer. Some good things have happened too though. I've realized a few things about something that happened a few years ago and I've realized that I've been blaming myself and another person when it wasn't my or his fault. Its hard and I still struggle with it, but it is not our fault. These things happen and there is no way we are to understand it, let alone be able to accept it.

Another thing I've realized is, you never do anything for free. People just take advantage of you. So, word of advice to all the readers that I'll hopefully some day have: If you can make money doing it, don't do it for free. Because the person you are "helping" will just use and abuse you. Take advantage of you and then blame it all on you.

I've learned from my experience. Also, I got to see Florida. Beautiful place, wouldn't want to live there though. Anyway....short bit to catch you all up on my summer. More to come!